Painted on Scrubs...

Yep, indeed looking down a few entries, I posted a picture of desserts is stressed backwards... During nursing school, I let it all go! Picked up pizza on the way home many many times, pretty much ditched cooking, but picked up baking, enjoyed drinking after a hard test (which ended up being once or twice a week!) which has lead me to a not so fappy state of being... Fat and happy has left the building, while fat still lingers.

As I was pulling out my pre-nursing school scrubs, I tried them on and whoa, they look painted on! This was just the icing on the cake, as last week I went looking for clothes for an interview and couldn't find a dang thing that fit or looked good...Even better, one store had my size available online only. Seriously? I hit that point? Don't worry, I'm cracking down.

Yesterday, I stepped into my first weight watcher meeting in about 6 or 7 years, also tipping the scale at an all time high. But that's ok, I am here to say and commit myself to taking it off.  I don't need to be a supermodel, but I do need to feel comfortable in my skin and right now... I'm not. 

My goal is to lose 43 pounds. sounds like a lot, but I'll be at a much healthier weight. But damn, I love food, which is why WW is best for me. I can splurge when I want, but keep everything else under control.

I am out of school, I landed a job, and I want to get pregnant, but not until I can loose some weight. So here's to week one!

First goal: lose 5% -- 9lbs.

Here's to looking good...with painted on clothes.